Devotions and...

Right now it was 2.30am and I am waiting for someone’s message before I could get myself be asleep in a thoroughly condition. 

The same feelings came across me when I started to login my blogger account and my favorite enthrall music – Emmanuel and We Belongs Together had repeatedly played while I was about to create a new post.

Well obviously it is raining heavily outside, I am having a cup of hot chocolate as soon as I am about to continue my new post.

My mood has considerably change each and every time when the weather is rainy and I am looking outside from the window that portrayed everywhere is misty and wet whereas the sound of raindrops slowly turned me into the state of anesthetized with its fussing mood which makes me feel so sick of doing everything.

Right now, I wish I could have a walk around the garden while it's raining,

possibly I am not able to accept the facts that the distance between us had gone further than what I have thought.
While I was walking, my tears inadvertently mingled with the rains,
I was shouting towards the sky and asked, why would I ever be in love with you?
How many pain and misery do I need to undergo before I could reach myself to you?

It is the same bore rigid questions when I was asking about myself, am I doing this for your sake?
What would you feel if I have putting my friends more important than you?

Same goes to what I felt to this person,
for each and every second, Can’t you feel the love between us is getting stronger and enduring throughout these months?

Your scent has gradually gone in my heart, it was a sweet and warmhearted essences that would cheer me up when I am having trouble to deal with…

Although I was opposed to accept your arrogances and manners,
but I have to stop lying to myself that you have definitely stayed…

| Will Be Continued |