It is been a long time I have not updated any status or interesting event. Currently been busy dealing with studies and assignments, and it has been hectic months to me to muddle through with and literally yes – incidents occurred precipitously in an interval of desolation.
I am emotionally overwhelmed in recent times… when we were in the car, I used to hold your hand tightly and we saw an old man and women holding their hands securely when they walk past the roomy paths, it gradually reminds me of you… didn’t we promised each other we would be doing exactly what they did when we have grown old, spending time and treasure each other till both of our existence has ordinarily being faded from time to time.
To make a decision at that particular moment it wasn’t easy to me as the implausible factors distracted me and leaving no room to me. I could hardly breathe and it diverted me to another cold, impassive, colorless and dreadful dimension where the people who walk past the dimension usually their shadows were lugging a heavy bag pack of memories bricks, each of these bricks stored an array of unforgettable & precious memories – those memorable moments with their loved ones. Though it was a heavy and intolerable parcel, nonetheless they are willing to carry the parcel for the sake of the remembrance of hardship and countless time where they have devoted to build the compacted puzzles with a paramount of strong feelings and devotions. Toward the end, the puzzle has been divided into several parts and it cannot be join together as it used to be a perfect representation. How fragile the connection is to be compared with an ordinary…
I remembered when you’re working as a part time promoter for several days. You were busy and hardly allocate time to accompany me but I took the initiative to visit you, bringing you some delighted foods and stuffs. You were so happy and images of your gleaming smiles was sealed inside my mind till the very present moment, it exists.. and certain time before I am asleep, it will appear on my mind and I’ve on tenterhooks hoping that I am able to pause the crucial moment - the unprecedented moment where we spent our precious time together and it's irreplaceable, nothing could be replace…
Lately I’ve been listening to Whitney’s song, her vocal is unarguably strong, resilience and powerful. It touches my heart from time to time whenever I am listening to most of her hits.
Didn’t we almost have it all – by Whitney Houston. I could not imagine if… and if… at the crucial moment if the decision that has been made by me is not the one that I’ve been done it by the past, does the surrounding changes invoke the present? It hurts me while in the process of updating the blog, It’s been sometime I’ve never felt such disoriented feelings which would literally hemmed me in tears, perhaps I should stop… and stop where...
Shall be continued…
